tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60198792011-04-22T03:28:42.359+08:00kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comBlogger381100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-91963929873384336732007-11-15T15:41:00.000+08:002007-11-15T15:44:49.970+08:00

if you took my hand now i wouldnt hesitate to walk you home.

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-16440400747742641282007-11-13T16:58:00.000+08:002007-11-13T17:11:48.612+08:00

i believe you dont realize that when i see you go into your self denial self destroying state it hurts me too. or are you just pretending that you dont know how i feel about everything? or are you afraid that i would expect something from you? if you never realized i never did and never will. i just find that it is a tad selfish to expect me to lend a listening ear when you act like what i said

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-68770341012380080332007-06-18T14:19:00.000+08:002007-06-18T14:35:59.859+08:00

i finally realize what the monday blues really mean. i always thought office work in the army would mean just reporting on time and erm leaving on time? lol. or even basically just sleep for others. haha. the work place is seemily getting more hectic everyday. kenny this kenny that. oh please i'm only human. i need my rest too! i still have another year and a half to go and already i'm feeling

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-16052935208909654152007-06-07T22:58:00.000+08:002007-06-07T23:07:46.121+08:00

beneath the new look, mascara and make-up are you still the same girl i used to know?its a wonder how everything that revolves around us change so much daily and we seem to not be able to actually realize this. maybe one day i'll be able to take a step back, take a look around me and observe the changes.we walk with our eyes wide open but often we fail to use our heart to see.

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-2624924053024548982007-03-16T11:09:00.000+08:002007-03-16T11:50:58.885+08:00

from what blogger tells me, my last post was actually on the 13th of december 2006. well i guess its really been awhile since i wrote anything. 4 whole months infact. so i guess you can expect that alot has changed for me. and when i say alot. i really mean ALOT. hmmm so where do i start? for those of you whose actually been wondering where i disappeared to the answers real simple actually. the

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1165946705076231522006-12-13T02:04:00.000+08:002006-12-13T02:05:05.093+08:00

I still feel you looking over my shoulderyour sinking guilt and approaching nightmare

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1163274375520199112006-11-12T03:37:00.000+08:002006-11-12T04:00:22.010+08:00

this is a story of a girl,who cried a river and drowned the whole world.though she look so sad in photographs,i absoulutely love her.when she smiles.her clothes never wear as well the next dayher hair never falls in quite the same wayshe never seems to run out of things to sayamist the sadness she amuses me the same way.

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1162392603693941602006-11-01T22:49:00.000+08:002006-11-01T22:50:03.710+08:00

would it ever matter if i said i did?

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1160497573002878022006-10-11T00:19:00.000+08:002006-10-11T00:26:13.016+08:00

just like a grown addiction,it seems i cant quit.well all i need to know,am i something you'll be missing?cause it seems things will never change,i still trip up with everything you say.

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1159637578034666362006-10-01T01:15:00.000+08:002006-10-01T01:32:58.043+08:00

just look to the sky and you might find. what seemed far away is right before your eyes.

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1159526000843736322006-09-29T18:30:00.000+08:002006-09-29T18:33:20.863+08:00

and as she walked on by. i think about it over and over again.

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1158680440254421732006-09-19T22:41:00.000+08:002006-09-19T23:47:37.053+08:00

oh well where do i start?i did decide not to address this but i guess i could never leave it lying. dont get me wrong its not like i'm trying to make it such a big deal but i guess i jus needed to say something.sometimes i also wonder why i am so bothered?how do you address a friendship that never had a black and white line drawn across? everything seemed to have been in gray every since the time

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1157866775909549232006-09-10T13:36:00.000+08:002006-09-10T13:40:34.146+08:00

i was wrong. really.things you percieve will always be things you percieve and want yourself to believe. fragments of your own imagination that you try to make real.its your own perfect scene.

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1157783452897397012006-09-09T14:30:00.000+08:002006-09-09T14:30:52.910+08:00

take my hand we'll make it i swear.

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1157573109506899542006-09-07T04:01:00.000+08:002006-09-07T04:05:09.516+08:00

what does it really take to do somethin right?i've tried. really.tell me what to do to.i'm lost beyond hope and i dont know where to go.

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1157480320061199112006-09-06T02:18:00.000+08:002006-09-06T02:18:40.076+08:00

the runway lights are the deepest blue like the colour of your eyes.

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1157385168109035412006-09-04T23:05:00.000+08:002006-09-04T23:52:48.246+08:00

been spending the last few days trying desperately to study but as usual most probably only a tenth of what i read and did went it. prelims will be here in a week but i'm barely even near to being ready. man oh man. lets just hope the next few days will be productive and i'll pull thru. :/ oh well there really hasnt been much happening lately and thus the lack of activity on the site.

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1156085443208688672006-08-20T22:42:00.000+08:002006-08-20T22:50:43.223+08:00

this weekend i've learn that you could be happy letting go. maybe theres no point lookin back in anger cause it would only torture myself to torture you. it has been a long two years for me and tonight i just wanna say three cheers to a new tommorow.

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1155136532098369912006-08-09T22:41:00.000+08:002006-08-11T01:24:13.666+08:00

today, for the first time i walked away. i walked away from a potentially dangerous situation that could have made me snap. maybe because i'm becomin more numb and i've seen through you.i've seen through someone that takes a month to heal and get over a life changing and damagin relationship that you feel tainted coming out of.your so hurt and broken you can love again.you cried day after day to

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1154873145832780092006-08-06T21:58:00.000+08:002006-08-06T22:05:45.843+08:00

i really do not fucking know what i do wrong so someone please fill me in. it seems everywhere i turn everywhere i step i thread on someone toes. why cant people jus fuckin understand some things and why cant people jus see taht i'm like anyone else that i'm capable of makin mistakes too. oh and you know how i wished someone would jus come and take me away from here.

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1154441269879942662006-08-01T21:18:00.000+08:002006-08-01T22:10:13.453+08:00

move along she said.its all over and i want out.now that theres nothing left.this place is fucking dead and she moves out.so now here i am.left with my cigarettes and alcoholand those dusty pictures on the wall.and no you dont know what its like.and no you'll never know how i feel.cause all i see now its memories of youand the jigsaw of us shattered on the floor.and once again you make me eat my

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1154179141897405842006-07-29T21:15:00.000+08:002006-07-30T23:21:54.316+08:00

and if you think i'm gonna quote another sappy love song.not this time.cause today it seems i'm gonna survive and i'll be just fine.

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1154004598604691902006-07-27T20:34:00.000+08:002006-07-27T20:49:58.616+08:00

alright there really isnt much to blog about lately is there?mostly everydays about the A's. tutorials in school and more tutorials when home. its never ending i tell you. rarr. i jus hope i cant really work hard for these last few months and finally get things done! : /oh well. at least me dawn and ele finally had our ice cream at island 'creamy' (HA) today. although it was only for a short

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1153407482631365452006-07-20T22:28:00.000+08:002006-07-20T23:31:27.306+08:00

blink suddenly came on on my playlist and suddenly i realized how much i related to this album in the past, its a wonder 2 years later i feel the same all over again.oh well, these are just some snippets from the album i guess.Feeling this.this place was never the same again after you came and went how can you say you meant anything different to anyone standing alone on the street with a

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1153322374544642372006-07-19T22:48:00.000+08:002006-07-19T23:27:27.883+08:00

oh its times like these when you feel you really need someone to be around. maybe just for comfort and to make things feel better. i dont know where to go anymore i feel lost and void of direction. there seems to be something inside me slowly eating me up, the worst part of it all i have no idea why i'm feeling this way. its just abit blur now and i' really hope i can get of this soon. somehow it

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1153146070565999092006-07-17T21:53:00.000+08:002006-07-17T22:21:10.606+08:00

oh she's beautiful but she doesn't mean a thing to me.

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1152542057249997952006-07-10T22:25:00.000+08:002006-07-10T22:36:36.173+08:00

we'll do it all, everything, on our ownwe don't need anything or anyoneif I lay here, if I just lay herewould you lie with meand just forget the worldi don't quite know how to say how I feelthose three words are said too muchthey're not enoughif I lay here, if I just lay herewould you lie with meand just forget the worldforget what we're toldbefore we get too oldshow me a garden that's bursting

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1152105693206152412006-07-05T20:40:00.000+08:002006-07-05T21:25:51.726+08:00

ever wondered what makes the world go round? i mean how do people function and how do inter personal relationships work? i feel lost somehow in a place where i used to be all too comfortable. school seems cold and empty, i've seem to lost all the friends i've made and everyone seems distant, my guy friends are never around cause of army or are too busy with their girlfriends on weekends. to top

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1151501300436044132006-06-28T21:11:00.000+08:002006-06-28T21:28:20.450+08:00

I AM GOING CRAZY.oh well it could be the hours of staring at endless numbers or just being cooped up at home.or maybe, i mean maybe it could just be you. the endless smses of incoherent replies. rarr.i desperately want the last paper to be over even though i know facing my disasterous results could be even worst than endless maths problems. oh well. : /and today. todays your birthday. happy 18th

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1150915254290070702006-06-22T02:28:00.000+08:002006-06-22T02:40:54.306+08:00

studied at gardens coffee bean with ruizi yesterday. not too bad at all i guess, managed to get some work done but oh well i always knew me and miss luo will never run out of topics to talk about. so how to concentrate! but nevertheless thank you friend for the great company and always being around. : ) thank you for the letter to yourself as well. haha.she was the girl all the boys wanna dance

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1149936395286710172006-06-10T18:45:00.000+08:002006-06-10T18:46:35.286+08:00

You think you know but you got really no idea.shortlived hopes and happniess. i'll never be good enough i presume.i din throw this away. you did.

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1149528632371179142006-06-06T01:24:00.001+08:002006-06-06T01:30:32.373+08:00

seems like everyones really concerned about this plunge i'm gonna take again and yes i know the future might just seem bleak but i guess its something i've chosen and up till now i'm really happy and not regreting anything. yes of cause it will take time to tell but still its something i've chosen and i plan to stick by it and work out whatever that coms along.still i thank all of you for the

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1139763034711381502006-02-13T00:35:00.000+08:002006-02-13T00:50:34.746+08:00

suddenly i realized the need to take a step back and take a look around me. like jus slow down from the fast paced life and appreciate the things that are always overlooked. "the friends which are true and always there but never given credit for. the concern of family members that are always taken for granted and the many wonders of nature that are far beyond our imagination." only when you

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1136912790958760142006-01-11T00:51:00.000+08:002006-01-11T01:06:31.006+08:00

OMG kenny is such a dumbass. yup you can say that again. went drinking with soccer, rugby, sji people yesterday. oh well. everything was alright and the guys were all havin fun except for ONE thing. kenny had to bring a friend. somehow i never can understand the shit i get myself into, what do these people take me for? some way to kill time when things get boring? my god. i feel so stupid once

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1135497391386314772005-12-25T15:42:00.000+08:002005-12-25T16:00:12.486+08:00

this is the worst christmas ever. i got no idea why i'm saying this but its jus how i feel excatly. as much as i'm finally spending time with all my friends alot and ian is finally back again but i still feel kinda empty and like somethings missing. it was most apparent to me on friday. falala was susposed to be fun party of the year eh. as much as i was corncerned i had a bad time, i seriously

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1133086931855269492005-11-27T18:15:00.000+08:002005-11-27T18:22:12.126+08:00

alright alright. i guess beating a bunch of old men 4-0 isnt that much of a deal considering they can barely run anymore. BUT. it was still one of my happiest moments considering the pride i felt when i represented the team to collect the challenge trophy from the guess of honour in front of everyone.i really want to emulate this in the a'divs next year actually. yea it might be a totally

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1132309952111053072005-11-18T18:25:00.000+08:002005-11-18T18:32:32.120+08:00

i dont believe i'm actually at home now doin nothing when i'm susposed to be looking forward to today where all my bros end their A levels. arent i susposed to have all my friends back now? i think so actually. oh well screw it. now i really feel like a homely/lonely boy. lol. what an irony. to think i kept the day free. i think i'll be better off sticking to the j1s.so is this my december?

kennyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06541944096072511532noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6019879.post-1132250450972775492005-11-18T01:54:00.000+08:002005-11-18T02:14:20.673+08:00

oh well.guess i've just started to feel extremely bored and so i decided to revamp this site a little and try to blog again? i've deleted all my previous entries as a gesture to start afresh? dont expect much though. i'm not one to stick to habits. or should i say routines. its the same website.same person. but maybe a whole new perspective.there just might be more to come.

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